EricaV123

he was my lifejacket, (kept me afloat when I was too tired to swim) except, now he is  her lifejacket. i'm in way over my head and sinking fast. i go deeper under the dark choppy surface; the bright light is fading, and everything is getting blurry. i am calling out i am screaming can't he hear me? no, of course he can't. my mouth fills with water, no sound is coming out. please, please notice that i am gone before i hit rock bottom. (he doesn't even notice that i am dying…) I am drowning.

you say they either love, or hate you that I love or hate you, and its true there is a thin invisible line i walk drunken in despair its true but i love you so, that i hate to hate you. its true you hold me close look into my eyes and its true, that i love you you say hurtful words and call me names and its true, that i hate you i push you away just to let you back in its true i sway from side to side of the invisible line its true but the simple truth is, i hate  not loving you.